Friday, May 5, 2017

Ascension of Gaia and how to get through it with examples of my path

I've been on a path of ascension - consciously - for about two years now. It started a bit earlier with feelings of irritation towards my work, my family, my friends, towards whatever that didn't resonate with my happy-go-lucky vibe. Not everything all at once, but step by step I noticed that I needed to do something to change my life. It might have begun in India, where I visited in 2012 for the first time and tried yoga, for the first time. After that I read about meat and dairy industries, their effects on our planet and also the effects of stressed animal products in our bodies. Also my interest in astrology and somehow saving the planet rose. I noticed that whenever I was alone at home (not too often), I did something creative, for example learned to play guitar more and sang, danced, stretched, read spiritual books and wrote my thoughts and ideas that seemed to come out of nowhere. I applied to study social problems and got in. I kept on learning about issues in Finnish families and in the world and planned on how to make things better in the future. Many ideas came.

In 2013 I realised I needed to be by myself and not in a relationship that wasn't evolving the way I was. I went to India again with my ex and after the trip I moved in my own flat. I loved every minute of it. There I danced and stretched and did yoga and realised that I want to be a yoga teacher. I had met an Austrian soul sister in India where she was spending her winter, so I took it as a sign and next winter went back by myself for five months. My friends had bought me tarot cards for my birthday and in India I did readings to myself and many others. I started to understand the world of spirit and I also met a local guy in Goa who told me stories about exorcism that his dad used to do as a priest. He also gave me a book that he found from my guest house when he visited me in Varkala, and told me to read it. It was Diana Cooper's A Little Light on Ascension, and as I read it I got chills so many times. It was about angels and spirit guides and chakras and at the same time I did my yoga teacher training course, where they spoke about similar things. And as the intense yoga course made me go deeper in my soul, old emotions rose to the surface to be felt and released.

Back home things hadn't changed, though I had. Or sure things change all the time but people around me I mean, they hadn't had same intense experience or learnt about spirit world the way I had. I really wanted to know more and learn more but at the same time there were interesting new people and new things in my social environment that it wasn't until the summer of 2015 when I started sensing other people's energies in my body. It was soooo weird. Like a man in a train opposite of me was texting and his facial expressions were as if he was texting something dirty and I felt hot energy in my hips. I was like what the... Or when my sister was next to me at a kitchen table, angry at her work mate and telling a story and I started feeling hot energy around my ankles and hips.. After a while I moved on the floor because it felt so uncomfortable. Or I was at a yoga festival listening to a speech and I felt that other people around me were looking at me and "stealing" my energy, whatever that meant, but that's how it felt. Many more weird situations that I recall but you get the idea. Something was happening to me and around me and I became very aware of everything. I started observing my surroundings and whenever I felt uneasy, I wanted to know why, was it someone else's energy I felt or someone stealing mine or what. Was I coming crazy?

I noticed that I didn't want to be with people that were negative or just killing time or wasting it drinking. I was very sensitive to tv's, or the electric field that buzzed in my ear even if the tv was off but plugged in (I didn't have a tv in my flat anymore). I researched a lot and found out about the energy waves that were coming on earth and the Earth's ascension plan, shifting from 3D to 5D. (http://www.openhandweb.org/The_Process_of_Transformation_from_3D_to_5D_Earth) 3D is basically a dimension where ego, fear and other negative emotions exist and 5D is a dimension where they don't exist, where the physical body has emerged with the spiritual body, our higher self. The shift can only happen through 4D, through love, opening the heart. Our planet, Gaia, is an energetic being herself and she too has lived in 3D for thousands of years. Every 26000 years the magnetic poles of the Earth change places (not sure how to explain it but there are articles about it I'm sure) and - how I've understood it - each time the civilisation that existed has destroyed. This time there are so many awakened ones and other beings helping humankind to shift with Gaia, and the knowledge is easy to access, that we might just go through it.

What each of us has to do to help the shift and make it easier to ourselves, is to find our own power from inside and bring back the love in our hearts that should have been there in the first place. Through our many incarnations we have gained knowledge and wisdom and learned lessons of whatever our soul contracts have included, but also got hurt and experienced horrible traumas and deaths (the human history really is horrible). How can you dig deeper in your situation? Are there any phobias or things you fear? What about dreams you have or had as a child? What interested you as a child or still does? What do you love to do? Places you are drawn to visit? Ancient civilisations, times or mythologies that interest you, for example Lemurians, Atlanteans, Ancient Egyptians (Cleopatra), Greek Gods and Goddesses, Mayans, Native Americans or other Natives, Vikings, Witches, Dragons, Fairies, Mermaids? All these give you signs about where you might have lived, who you might have been, what you might have done or how you might have died. I, for example, as a kid used to be afraid someone cutting my feet with a knife when I went to bed so I tucked them under the blanket. I also had dreams where I could breathe under water. And a few years ago Byron Bay started to pull me towards it and this year, in January I went there. After a week my feet started purging, it felt like there's some negative energy stuck just under my toes in both feet and I tried many things to release it. Twice I got a massage and I cried both times. Then I was swimming and told my friend that I sometimes swim like this and it was like circling around myself and at that moment I had a vision of someone cutting my tail. So I figured okay maybe I was a mermaid in Byron Bay and someone - a pirate perhaps - cut my tail. Also the friend I was with looked like a mermaid to me. And she wasn't the first mermaid soul I had met in a year.

Back to the energies. So Gaia's energies are shifting, how to shift yours? Being still, breathing. Clearing your mind from all negative thoughts. It's okay if they show up, just don't crab them, let them go. Be the observant that you really are, you are not your thoughts and emotions. You are the observer. This is a time when all old energies, from all your past lives come to surface so that we can release them. Connect with the nature and the spirit realm. Talk to your angels and spirit guides (yes, we all have them). Ask them or god to help you with balancing your energies. Start saying no when you don't feel hell yes. Do more of what you want to do. Be by yourself. Listen to your body. Listen to your higher self, it is the wise voice in your head, not the doubting one, that's your ego. Move, move your body, dance, stretch (stretching has helped me the most and I love it), jump, run, whatever really but get rid of the energy that is stuck in your body. Other people's - and your own - negative thoughts or words even about your body is one reason of the anxiousness you might feel in your own skin. Eat less meat and dairy and more high vibrational foods like vegetables and fruits. Alcohol or tobacco won't help either. Forgive yourself for not treating your body as a temple, and give it some loving touch. Massage your muscles. Build your muscles. Breathe. Go to a forest or hug a tree. Trees have amazing healing powers. I noticed it when I was walking in a near-by forest and saw a sunset. I wanted to stare at it for a while and leaned on a tree with my hand around it. I noticed my chest and arm muscles started relaxing and after that I've appreciated trees' healing powers so that whenever I feel anxious I either let a tree massage my back and hip muscles or climb up and sit on a branch. Also stretching my arms high against a tree feels amazing. You can feel the energy shifting.

Forgive others whatever they might have done to you and forgive yourself whatever you might have done to others. Ask forgiveness if you feel you should or let the energies do the work. Ask for guidance and be open to get the signs, they can come as thoughts, numbers you keep seeing, conversations or songs you hear, things you see etc. Coins and feathers are also signs from angels that you are on the right path, keep going. Write your thoughts down. When you empty your mind of thoughts you give it space to get new ones. Trust. If you don't know yet what the hell you are supposed to do in this life, trust that it will come. You don't need to know your future, just take small steps towards your best self by getting to know your soul. Reflect on your journey thus far, what have you already learned of love, of yourself, of life? Our lives are constant learning and we evolve by what we involve (https://soundcloud.com/melodysoul/jeremy-ian-thomas-meditate-feat-surreal-and-the-grind-mere-molecules-out-now) - what would you like to do? What gives you a feeling that you're alive? What makes you happy? Anything that makes you unhappy, start letting go, or change the way you look at it, if you don't want to get rid of it. There is a divine plan for you, every soul is here for a reason, and that reason is to experience this amazing shift in consciousness. Other reasons will come as you start digging deeper inside of you and find out what you love and do more of that.

Now I'm going for a swim, as I realised I really love moving in different ways in a swimming pool, with or without a mermaid tail. ;p

Take care of your energies in these powerful times <3