Friday, May 5, 2017

Ascension of Gaia and how to get through it with examples of my path

I've been on a path of ascension - consciously - for about two years now. It started a bit earlier with feelings of irritation towards my work, my family, my friends, towards whatever that didn't resonate with my happy-go-lucky vibe. Not everything all at once, but step by step I noticed that I needed to do something to change my life. It might have begun in India, where I visited in 2012 for the first time and tried yoga, for the first time. After that I read about meat and dairy industries, their effects on our planet and also the effects of stressed animal products in our bodies. Also my interest in astrology and somehow saving the planet rose. I noticed that whenever I was alone at home (not too often), I did something creative, for example learned to play guitar more and sang, danced, stretched, read spiritual books and wrote my thoughts and ideas that seemed to come out of nowhere. I applied to study social problems and got in. I kept on learning about issues in Finnish families and in the world and planned on how to make things better in the future. Many ideas came.

In 2013 I realised I needed to be by myself and not in a relationship that wasn't evolving the way I was. I went to India again with my ex and after the trip I moved in my own flat. I loved every minute of it. There I danced and stretched and did yoga and realised that I want to be a yoga teacher. I had met an Austrian soul sister in India where she was spending her winter, so I took it as a sign and next winter went back by myself for five months. My friends had bought me tarot cards for my birthday and in India I did readings to myself and many others. I started to understand the world of spirit and I also met a local guy in Goa who told me stories about exorcism that his dad used to do as a priest. He also gave me a book that he found from my guest house when he visited me in Varkala, and told me to read it. It was Diana Cooper's A Little Light on Ascension, and as I read it I got chills so many times. It was about angels and spirit guides and chakras and at the same time I did my yoga teacher training course, where they spoke about similar things. And as the intense yoga course made me go deeper in my soul, old emotions rose to the surface to be felt and released.

Back home things hadn't changed, though I had. Or sure things change all the time but people around me I mean, they hadn't had same intense experience or learnt about spirit world the way I had. I really wanted to know more and learn more but at the same time there were interesting new people and new things in my social environment that it wasn't until the summer of 2015 when I started sensing other people's energies in my body. It was soooo weird. Like a man in a train opposite of me was texting and his facial expressions were as if he was texting something dirty and I felt hot energy in my hips. I was like what the... Or when my sister was next to me at a kitchen table, angry at her work mate and telling a story and I started feeling hot energy around my ankles and hips.. After a while I moved on the floor because it felt so uncomfortable. Or I was at a yoga festival listening to a speech and I felt that other people around me were looking at me and "stealing" my energy, whatever that meant, but that's how it felt. Many more weird situations that I recall but you get the idea. Something was happening to me and around me and I became very aware of everything. I started observing my surroundings and whenever I felt uneasy, I wanted to know why, was it someone else's energy I felt or someone stealing mine or what. Was I coming crazy?

I noticed that I didn't want to be with people that were negative or just killing time or wasting it drinking. I was very sensitive to tv's, or the electric field that buzzed in my ear even if the tv was off but plugged in (I didn't have a tv in my flat anymore). I researched a lot and found out about the energy waves that were coming on earth and the Earth's ascension plan, shifting from 3D to 5D. (http://www.openhandweb.org/The_Process_of_Transformation_from_3D_to_5D_Earth) 3D is basically a dimension where ego, fear and other negative emotions exist and 5D is a dimension where they don't exist, where the physical body has emerged with the spiritual body, our higher self. The shift can only happen through 4D, through love, opening the heart. Our planet, Gaia, is an energetic being herself and she too has lived in 3D for thousands of years. Every 26000 years the magnetic poles of the Earth change places (not sure how to explain it but there are articles about it I'm sure) and - how I've understood it - each time the civilisation that existed has destroyed. This time there are so many awakened ones and other beings helping humankind to shift with Gaia, and the knowledge is easy to access, that we might just go through it.

What each of us has to do to help the shift and make it easier to ourselves, is to find our own power from inside and bring back the love in our hearts that should have been there in the first place. Through our many incarnations we have gained knowledge and wisdom and learned lessons of whatever our soul contracts have included, but also got hurt and experienced horrible traumas and deaths (the human history really is horrible). How can you dig deeper in your situation? Are there any phobias or things you fear? What about dreams you have or had as a child? What interested you as a child or still does? What do you love to do? Places you are drawn to visit? Ancient civilisations, times or mythologies that interest you, for example Lemurians, Atlanteans, Ancient Egyptians (Cleopatra), Greek Gods and Goddesses, Mayans, Native Americans or other Natives, Vikings, Witches, Dragons, Fairies, Mermaids? All these give you signs about where you might have lived, who you might have been, what you might have done or how you might have died. I, for example, as a kid used to be afraid someone cutting my feet with a knife when I went to bed so I tucked them under the blanket. I also had dreams where I could breathe under water. And a few years ago Byron Bay started to pull me towards it and this year, in January I went there. After a week my feet started purging, it felt like there's some negative energy stuck just under my toes in both feet and I tried many things to release it. Twice I got a massage and I cried both times. Then I was swimming and told my friend that I sometimes swim like this and it was like circling around myself and at that moment I had a vision of someone cutting my tail. So I figured okay maybe I was a mermaid in Byron Bay and someone - a pirate perhaps - cut my tail. Also the friend I was with looked like a mermaid to me. And she wasn't the first mermaid soul I had met in a year.

Back to the energies. So Gaia's energies are shifting, how to shift yours? Being still, breathing. Clearing your mind from all negative thoughts. It's okay if they show up, just don't crab them, let them go. Be the observant that you really are, you are not your thoughts and emotions. You are the observer. This is a time when all old energies, from all your past lives come to surface so that we can release them. Connect with the nature and the spirit realm. Talk to your angels and spirit guides (yes, we all have them). Ask them or god to help you with balancing your energies. Start saying no when you don't feel hell yes. Do more of what you want to do. Be by yourself. Listen to your body. Listen to your higher self, it is the wise voice in your head, not the doubting one, that's your ego. Move, move your body, dance, stretch (stretching has helped me the most and I love it), jump, run, whatever really but get rid of the energy that is stuck in your body. Other people's - and your own - negative thoughts or words even about your body is one reason of the anxiousness you might feel in your own skin. Eat less meat and dairy and more high vibrational foods like vegetables and fruits. Alcohol or tobacco won't help either. Forgive yourself for not treating your body as a temple, and give it some loving touch. Massage your muscles. Build your muscles. Breathe. Go to a forest or hug a tree. Trees have amazing healing powers. I noticed it when I was walking in a near-by forest and saw a sunset. I wanted to stare at it for a while and leaned on a tree with my hand around it. I noticed my chest and arm muscles started relaxing and after that I've appreciated trees' healing powers so that whenever I feel anxious I either let a tree massage my back and hip muscles or climb up and sit on a branch. Also stretching my arms high against a tree feels amazing. You can feel the energy shifting.

Forgive others whatever they might have done to you and forgive yourself whatever you might have done to others. Ask forgiveness if you feel you should or let the energies do the work. Ask for guidance and be open to get the signs, they can come as thoughts, numbers you keep seeing, conversations or songs you hear, things you see etc. Coins and feathers are also signs from angels that you are on the right path, keep going. Write your thoughts down. When you empty your mind of thoughts you give it space to get new ones. Trust. If you don't know yet what the hell you are supposed to do in this life, trust that it will come. You don't need to know your future, just take small steps towards your best self by getting to know your soul. Reflect on your journey thus far, what have you already learned of love, of yourself, of life? Our lives are constant learning and we evolve by what we involve (https://soundcloud.com/melodysoul/jeremy-ian-thomas-meditate-feat-surreal-and-the-grind-mere-molecules-out-now) - what would you like to do? What gives you a feeling that you're alive? What makes you happy? Anything that makes you unhappy, start letting go, or change the way you look at it, if you don't want to get rid of it. There is a divine plan for you, every soul is here for a reason, and that reason is to experience this amazing shift in consciousness. Other reasons will come as you start digging deeper inside of you and find out what you love and do more of that.

Now I'm going for a swim, as I realised I really love moving in different ways in a swimming pool, with or without a mermaid tail. ;p

Take care of your energies in these powerful times <3

Thursday, February 9, 2017

Give a helping hand (or voice) to anyone that is meant to have yours

You know that feeling when something bad or unjust happens and you happen to be there and see it but don't do anything about it? That's a test and you failed. But don't worry, life is an endless test and in the end you get to choose wether you're happy with the result or not. You may have to experience some lessons all over next life, with the same souls, just to make sure you learned. You should listen to your higher self at all times, instead of letting other people's lower selves influence yours. Lower self is the ego - everyone has it, but others choose to silence theirs, and befriend with their higher selves. One's higher self sees situations from the higher perspective, that allows one to understand them in many different ways rather than from one's own point of view. Every one of us sees the world and other people differently, and that goes beyond that the eye can see or the ear can hear - energy levels. In my world, the energy comes from the intension, the thought behind the action, that also creates one's karma.

I've had quite a few random "connecting people" -situations in the past three months I've now been travelling for. I've been to Israel, South Africa, India and am currently in Australia. In all of these places I know I've been tested on, how I react to things that happen around me and what do I do about them. Earlier I've written that I've met many homeless, poor or dirty and smelly people and I've given them my hand and asked what's going on in their lives. Some people come to me, for they need someone to talk to, courage or love even and I seem like someone they can get it from. I listen, I empathise, I try finding the roots of the issues told, by asking or telling things that, in my understanding, affect everything. Some people see something in me and wish to help me with my mission, ideas, or whatever they can imagine happening or would want me to do. Co-work is the future and compassion is the key. And I love making friends and connections with different kind of people world wide. Every story is very unique and everyone has wisdom of their own to teach others.

It might take some time to get enough courage to make an actual move towards another, who touches you somehow on the emotional level, and to whom you only wish good things. Prayers go a long way, but eventually come back to the sender as blessings. Prayers - if sent from the heart - will be heard, and beyond the levels of the material and egoistic world (3D) they are being manifested for the highest good. This is why trust and faith are the key factors of success in all areas of life. You don't have to have all the answers of what lies in the future - who really cares? - for if you remain in the now as a fascinated person and excited with all the possibilities you can spend your life doing with, choose the ones that'll keep your fire burning and your spirit wild, expressing your truest self by the ways you are able.

Speeding up the process, start connecting with random people you usually wouldn't even look at. Sometimes a kind face or a gentle gesture as in "I noticed you, have a good day" is enough to encourage them on their way to abortion - which you didn't know because she was a total stranger, though a nervous one. I've heard stories that are brutal, that are fascinating, a little bit scary, extremely mysterious and you know it's not like people just come to me and start monologuing. For example the other day I was swinging (or just creative exercising like bridges and stuff over the swing) in a park and this guy from Oregon showed up. He had a bag full of smoothie stuff and we had fun chatting and he asked if I wanted to come and have a smoothie at where he was staying. It was Art Factory Backpackers Lodge and it was spectacular. Tents, hammocks, alleys to get around them, beautiful graffiti and other art everywhere... It was built next to a forest so nature and it's creatures were all over. Anyway this guy told me about his kids' mother that grew up in a cult where she had 9 mothers, over 60 siblings and one, mentally ill, abusive father. He hadn't seen his own kids (1 and 3) in two months and since he was from the USA, he didn't have too much time to wait and see if he's going to see them before he flew back home. I gave him a massage in exchange for the smoothie and because I saw that his back needs touch. I told him that I'd like to meet his kids and their mother and friended him on facebook. Hoping he'll contact her and tell her about me so we'll see what'll happen.

The history in Australia is also so terrible that whenever I see Natives I try and connect with them, but most of the ones I've met (not many) are alcoholics, drug abusers or otherwise disrespected, and their behaviour mirrors what they have gone through. Today in the news they actually were discussing about Australia being a racist country and I really hope that more of the normal people would become aware of their energy they are giving out - for example sarcasm and bad jokes are negative energy, no matter how funny they are. And unfortunately my home country Finland is also good at that.

Give a helping hand - or voice - to anyone that is meant to have yours. There are many of us who have the power to ease other people's pain. Pain shared is pain lessened and it can change someone's life.

Wifi's about to be shut down so take care and share your goods. XXX